damn these emotions that screw me over .

i can’t get thoughts straight cause i keep

thinking about so many things constantly .

and the main focus of today ?

why am i such a loser ? for real .

i’m still trying to see who my real friends are .

if there’s any of those left .

no one really talks to me(out of school) & i feel like an outsider .

and then i hear all these girls talk about having guy friends

and i can’t help but think to myself “guys don’t really wanna be

my friends, they don’t approach me or talk to me it’s pathetic just like

myself .” like the last time people asked me to hang out ?

whoo i can’t even remember & it’s gonnna sound lame but

some days i do wish i was popular like those pretty girls at my school (the ones

in my grade) because they’ve got everything and for the majority

of the time they’re so happy . and i’m here blogging about my stupid

lame life . it’s pathetic . and i feel like i’m the only one who

goes through this . am i alone ?